The 'Me Right Now' Archive

April 2026:

Date: Wednesday 01/04/2026

Time: 18:37pm

Feeling: TIRED but alright

Thinking: About the fact I have work tomorrow and a bajillion uni assignments to complete

Hyperfixated on: Having a fun time

Reading: Noooothing

Watching: The Jack Manifold and AverageHarry Pub Crawl YouTube video (I really want to do a pub crawl at some point)

Listening to: I haven't had much time for music recently with work

Writing: Nothing that I should be writing

Learning: How to be good at being employed

Trying: To have the energy to do my job well

Worrying about: Working tomorrow

Missing: My university friends!

Grateful for: Employment

Looking forward to: Seeing my friends tomorrow after work

Date: Saturday 04/04/2026

Time: 15:41pm

Feeling: Okay!!!

Thinking: I love my friends :)

Hyperfixated on: Having a fun time with my friends

Reading: I've been messaging lots of friends so I woke up with so many messages to read

Watching: My friend just watched SKins (UK) Gen 1 and was sending me little voice messages the whole time, it was so fun

Listening to: I've got 'Mythological Beauty' by Big Thief stuck in my head

Writing: I need to update my journal on yesterday because I was too busy meeting up with my friends to write

Learning: Nothing! Yay!

Trying: To make the most of being a teenager while I still can

Worrying about: All the uni assignments I am ignoring

Missing: My morning routine in uni

Grateful for: Easter chocolate!

Looking forward to: Going to Wetherspoons soon with my friends

Date: Monday 06/04/2026

Time: 12:02pm

Feeling: Average

Thinking: I HAVE SO MUCH I NEED TO DO I AM OVERWHELMED AAAAAAA

Hyperfixated on: AAAAAAAAAAAAA

Reading: Nothing!

Watching: Nothing! but the new Malcolm in the Middle revival comes out in 4 days!!

Listening to: 'I Don't Love Anyone' by Belle and Sebastian

Writing: I want to write my blog post today that I was supposed to write yesterday

Learning: Hopefully about the diagnosis of PKU for my biology group project

Trying: To be

Worrying about: All the uni assignments I am ignoring!!!

Missing: Having friends around me more often

Grateful for: A day off from work and socialising

Looking forward to: My friends coming round to watch MITM on Friday :)

Date: Tuesday 07/04/2026

Time: 20:41m

Feeling: Tired

Thinking: About whether my uni friends remember me and whether my work day will go well tomorrow and if I'll finish my uni assignments in time

Hyperfixated on: Journalling (even though I haven't done it in a few days)

Reading: My old diary entries from when I was 8 years old

Watching: Pointless insignificant boring YouTube videos that I do not care about

Listening to: YouTube shorts playing in the background on loop

Writing: I wrote an essay for myself about journalling and The Diary of a Wimpy Kid

Learning: Nothing but I should

Trying: To do good

Worrying about: Being a good friend, student and employee

Missing: Stability and feeling in control

Grateful for: Employment

Looking forward to: Sleeping

Date: Wednesday 08/04/2026

Time: 21:34pm

Feeling: Tired!!!!!

Thinking: About the blogs I want to write and the films I want to create

Hyperfixated on: Creating

Reading: My own notes

Watching: I have watched every YouTube video ever and now there is nothing to watch

Listening to: Big Thief

Writing: A list of all the films and documentaries I want to make

Learning: I want to learn more about myself

Trying: To do good

Worrying about: Being a good friend, student and employee

Missing: Stability and feeling in control

Grateful for: Employment and chocolate eggs

Looking forward to: Being done with work after my last shift is over tomorrow

Date: Friday 10/04/2026

Time: 10:38am

Feeling: Pretty good

Thinking: About the weird dream I just had - the dream kept buffering, had a progress bar along the bottom, and credits at the end?

Hyperfixated on: MALCOLM IN THE MIDDLE

Reading: Resisiting reading The Guardian's review of MITM Life's Still UNfair that just came out

Watching: I GET TO WATCH THE MALCOLM IN THE MIDDLE REVIVAL TODAY

Listening to: Malcolm in the Middle soundtrack

Writing: I want to get my journalling streak back

Learning: I want to learn more about myself (hence why I want to journal more)

Trying: To do good

Worrying about: Getting ready in time to meet my friends in the park

Missing: My morning routine in uni

Grateful for: Linwood Boomer and my friends

Looking forward to: Watching MITM Life's Still Unfair today with my friends!

Date: Monday 13/04/2026

Time: 18:27pm

Feeling: Very tired

Thinking: About the fact I actually have to do uni work tomorrow 💔

Hyperfixated on: Malcolm in the Middle, old 1990s and 2000s phones

Reading: I'll need to read the briefs for my uni assignments very very soon

Watching: The Dan and Phil Hard Launch podcast

Listening to: Dan and Phil talk nonsense

Writing: I wrote my review last night of the new Malcolm in the Middle 'Life's Still Unfair' revival

Learning: Hopefully all my uni content stuff

Trying: To do good

Worrying about: Getting my assignments done in time

Missing: My routines in uni

Grateful for: Brighton

Looking forward to: Going to a theme-park on Friday with my friends

Date: Tuesday 14/04/2026

Time: 10:28am

Feeling: Hopeful but anxious

Thinking: I should be thinking about the uni work I need to do but instead I'm trying to find the secret to living the best life

Hyperfixated on: 2000s phones! My favourite right now is the LG Fusic

Reading: Hopefully the questions in my Photosynthesis Exam soon

Watching: I'm trying out only watching one YouTube video a day; I'll probably watch one about flip phones

Listening to: The sound of my typing

Writing: I just wrote out a to do list of all the uni work I need to do (FINALLY!)

Learning: Hopefully about Phenylketonuria because that's what my biology project is about

Trying: To make progress with my uni work

Worrying about: Getting my assignments done in time (and them being good enough) - also finding a dress for the summer ball

Missing: My routines in uni

Grateful for: My journal and my blog and my brain

Looking forward to: When it's summer and all my work has been completed

Date: Wednesday 15/04/2026

Time: 10:05am

Feeling: Tired

Thinking: Not much

Hyperfixated on: The idea of putting more effort into my appearance (yet to actual put it into action lol)

Reading: I'll need to read my biology group project brief to check I've done my part correctly

Watching: Probably loads of YouTube - I love YouTube

Listening to: The music my dad is playing through the walls

Writing: A list of all the things I want to buy to aid my 'glow up'

Learning: Hopefully about Phenylketonuria because that's what my biology project is about

Trying: To make progress with my uni work

Worrying about: Getting my assignments done in time (and them being good enough) - also finding a dress for the summer ball

Missing: My uni friends

Grateful for: My unique perspective of the world

Looking forward to: Finishing my assignments