The 'Me Right Now' Archive

March 2026:

Date: Saturday 07/03/2026

Time: 23:16pm

Feeling: Sleepy

Thinking: About the fact I need to pack my bag to go back to uni tomorrow

Hyperfixated on: Creating my own personal website!

Reading: Nothing, but I need to read articles for my group project :(

Watching: Lots of YouTube videos about Neocities

Listening to: Mythological Beauty - Big Thief

Writing: The code for my website!

Learning: HTML and CSS coding

Trying: To be myself

Worrying about: Meeting my groups for my group projects (I have not done my work yet BUT I WILL I SWEAR)

Missing: University life

Grateful for: My family

Looking forward to: Going back to uni :)

Date: Sunday 08/03/2026

Time: 19:34pm

Feeling: Strange

Thinking: About not a lot. Thinking about the fact I should be thinking about my group project(s)

Hyperfixated on: Improving my website

Reading: I need to read articles for my group project before I go to sleep :(

Watching: The new Shut Up I'm Talking podcast episode with AverageHarry

Listening to: My neighbours shouting through the walls

Writing: The to do list of everything I should have done already

Learning: HTML and CSS coding

Trying: To find the motivation to get stuff done

Worrying about: Meeting my groups for my group projects (I have not done my work yet BUT I WILL I SWEAR)

Missing: My friends (both uni and home)

Grateful for: My mother for driving me back to uni

Looking forward to: Seeing my friends tomorrow

Date: Monday 09/03/2026

Time: 12:37pm

Feeling: Not very much

Thinking: Not very much

Hyperfixated on: My website :) I love my website :)

Reading: My group for my group project have selected an article to focus on, so I need to read that :\

Watching: I'll be watching the new Dan and Phil Hard Launch podcast episode that will be hopefully released some time today!

Listening to: Radiohead! I listened to The Bends already, I'm now listening to Pablo Honey, and I'll listen to In Rainbows and OK Computer afterwards

Writing: I'm supposed to be writing notes for my group project...

Learning: I just learnt about DNA transcription against my will in my biology lecture

Trying: To have a fun day while also getting SOMETHING (literally anything) done

Worrying about: Seeing everyone at uni again after the week off

Missing: Having people to talk to and be around

Grateful for: The people in my group project for being kind and useful

Looking forward to: Seeing my friends later hopefully

Date: Tuesday 10/03/2026

Time: 22:03pm

Feeling: Pretty good :) I love my uni and I love my friends

Thinking: ABOUT THE FACT I HAVE NOT DONE MY WORK THAT'S DUE TOMORROW

Hyperfixated on: Creating a nature journal and being a better naturalist - I just got a little notebook to start it in!

Reading: I still need to read the article my group has selected for our project

Watching: My friend talking on video call

Listening to: My friend talking on video call

Writing: About my good day in my journal

Learning: I learnt lots about plants and animals today from my friend! Well, I got taught a lot, but I'm not sure I really remembered it all

Trying: To have a fun time

Worrying about: Not getting my work done in time

Missing: My family

Grateful for: The fact I got 100% on my biology test!

Looking forward to: Going out on Friday night

Date: Wednesday 11/03/2026

Time: 22:46pm

Feeling: Good! I had a nice day with my friends in nature :)

Thinking: About all the things I want to learn more about

Hyperfixated on: Becoming a better naturalist

Reading: I STILL need to read the article my group has selected for our project

Watching: I managed to watch zero YouTube videos today! (I'm trying to be more mindful about my YouTube video consumption)

Listening to: People partying in a room down the corridor

Writing: I want to write in my new nature journal, but I am unfortunately too tired to

Learning: I am trying to learn about nature from my very smart friends around me, but it is difficult to take in all of the information

Trying: To become a more knowledegable and interesting person

Worrying about: The fact everyone else around me seems to know so much more than I do about everything ever

Missing: My friends from home

Grateful for: My uni friends (one of them waited 20 minutes for me today because I was late to class)

Looking forward to: Going out on Friday night

Date: Thursday 12/03/2026

Time: 23:31pm

Feeling: Pretty great!

Thinking: About my plan for tomorrow

Hyperfixated on: HAVING A FUN TIME

Reading: None of what I should be reading (my uni work)

Watching: I watched an interesting YT video today by Mia's Digital Diary about creativity

Listening to: Adrianne Lenker

Writing: This!

Learning: From the people around me

Trying: To be more kind - I was told that I am impolite earlier today :(

Worrying about: Social situations I was in the last few days

Missing: Home food

Grateful for: My uni friends for letting me hang out with them for hours and hours

Looking forward to: Going out tomorrow night

Date: Saturday 14/03/2026

Time: 21:53pm

Feeling: ANXIOUS

Thinking: About nothing, my brain is EMPTY

Hyperfixated on: ...

Reading: Still need to read my uni articles

Watching: Malcolm in the middle mentally inside my own head

Listening to: My friends' snaps

Writing: Hopefully my uni work

Learning: That I am not indestructable

Trying: To get through to the next day

Worrying about: Everything ever

Missing: Feeling okay

Grateful for: The sun! It was super nice and sunny and we were out all day

Looking forward to: Feeling better

Date: Sunday 15/03/2026

Time: 14:12pm

Feeling: Peculiar

Thinking: About way too much - about my identity, my future, my goals and interests, who I am... who am I???

Hyperfixated on: Analysing myself over and over until I go insane

Reading: My journal entries over and over

Watching: Malcolm In The Middle edits on Pinterest

Listening to: The sound of my typing

Writing: Hopefully my blog post after this

Learning: I have so much I want to learn about but I am worried that I am not smart enough to learn

Trying: To sort myself out

Worrying about: Figuring out who I am, being too weird for the people around me, my group projects, my future career, my current job, etc.

Missing: Having someone to talk to all the time

Grateful for: My best uni friends

Looking forward to: Calling my mother soon

Date: Tuesday 17/03/2026

Time: 23:34pm

Feeling: Improved

Thinking: About my biology work finally!!!

Hyperfixated on: Becoming a better naturalist

Reading: The Wikipedia page for 22-Spot Ladybirds

Watching: Malcolm In The Middle Season 3 Episode 13 'Reese Drives'

Listening to: My friend's electric toothbrush

Writing: My biology notes on the diagnosis of PKU in babies

Learning: I WANT TO LEARN EVERYTHING ABOUT NATURE

Trying: To be energetic and talkative and fun

Worrying about: Not being energetic and talkative and fun enough

Missing: The me I am when I'm feeling my best

Grateful for: The good weather recently

Looking forward to: Going to bed in a minute

Date: Friday 20/03/2026

Time: 10:16am

Feeling: Okay

Thinking: About all the things I have to do and want to do with my day

Hyperfixated on: My brain is a bit too muddled to decide

Reading: Through the notes in my Nature Journal

Watching: I'm going to watch a YouTuber later that my brother likes so I have something to talk to him about

Listening to: They Might Be Giants!

Writing: My to do list in my journal

Learning: About Tawny Owls, I want to write about them in my nature journal because we heard one on Wednesday night

Trying: To do/be everything I'm meant to do/be

Worrying about: Whether I'm in the mood to drink tomorrow night or not

Missing: My rabbit Peppa who died when I was about 12

Grateful for: The sun! I love wearing shorts

Looking forward to: Getting to be alone for the day, but hopefully meeting with a friend for dinner

Date: Saturday 21/03/2026

Time: 10:57am

Feeling: Okay!

Thinking: About all the fun things I could do with my day

Hyperfixated on: Living like a 2000s teenage boy... also I want a mullet that I can gel into spikes

Reading: Silly posts on Pinterest that are making me excited for summer

Watching: a YouTuber that my brother likes still so we have something to talk about

Listening to: Weezer! I've especially been liking 'Go Away' and 'Aloo Gobi'

Writing: Hopefully in my journals lots today :)

Learning: 'In The Aeroplane Over The Sea' by Neutral Milk Hotel on electric guitar

Trying: To be the person I want to be

Worrying about: Drinking tonight

Missing: My old rabbit Peppa

Grateful for: Free time alone

Looking forward to: Drinking tonight with my friends and meeting my dad for lunch tomorrow

Date: Sunday 22/03/2026

Time: 15:28pm

Feeling: Good :) I love my friends :) and I love the 22nd :)

Thinking: About Malcolm in the Middle

Hyperfixated on: Bettering myself

Reading: Too hungover for reading

Watching: Inspirational videos about people who are choosing to be creative and authentic rather than spending time on their phones

Listening to: They played one of my favourite songs in the dining hall at lunch! (Not Nineteen Forever by The Courteeners)

Writing: Hopefully a blog post later... woah this week went by so fast!

Learning: 'In The Aeroplane Over The Sea' by Neutral Milk Hotel on electric guitar

Trying: To better myself and be a good friend

Worrying about: The fact summer is soon

Missing: My family (I was meant to see my dad today but now he can't come)

Grateful for: MY UNI FRIENDS

Looking forward to: Going on a walk with my friends soon

Date: Monday 23/03/2026

Time: 23:26pm

Feeling: Alright!

Thinking: About Malcolm in the Middle

Hyperfixated on: Malcolm in the Middle

Reading: The Malcolm in the Middle Wikipedia page

Watching: Malcolm in the Middle Season 6 Episode 4 'Pearl Harbour'

Listening to: I couldn't listen to music today because I forgot to bring my headphones

Writing: My blog post today because I didn't do it yesterday

Learning: Nothing that my degree wants me to be learning

Trying: To be a good person

Worrying about: I don't have much time left in my first year at uni D:

Missing: My family!!!

Grateful for: My uni friends and my digital camera

Looking forward to: Seeing my friend that I only see on Tuesdays tomorrow

Date: Tuesday 24/03/2026

Time: 21:52pm

Feeling: Today was a good day, but now I'm very tired

Thinking: About pretty much nothing

Hyperfixated on: MALCOLM IN THE MIDDLE

Reading: Emails

Watching: Heartbreak High in preparation for the third season coming out tomorrow

Listening to: O Girlfriend by Weezer

Writing: I want to write up a proper plan for easter

Learning: Facts about random actors from my friend

Trying: To have fun and be happy

Worrying about: Waking up on time for my lecture

Missing: My zoology friends that I haven't talked to properly for a few days

Grateful for: MY FRIENDS (one of them called me pretty at dinner, which was nice of her)

Looking forward to: Talking to my friends tomorrow!!!

Date: Thursday 26/03/2026

Time: 16:23pm

Feeling: TIRED!!! but also happy

Thinking: About the fact I need to pack my bags to go home

Hyperfixated on: A slinky I won in the arcade yesterday, also I really want a kaleidoscope

Reading:...

Watching: Pigeons out my window

Listening to: My party playlist (currently Take A Look Around by Limp Bizkit)

Writing: A plan for the easter holidays

Learning: From the people around me (about nature, politics, media, etc)

Trying: To have fun and be happy

Worrying about: Getting all my uni work done over easter

Missing: My uni friends already even though I haven't left yet

Grateful for: MY FRIENDS!!! At uni and at home

Looking forward to: Hanging out with my friends tonight before we go home

Date: Friday 27/03/2026

Time: 15:02pm

Feeling: Very tired, but I'm in a good mood

Thinking: About everything I still need to do (pack, empty my bins, hoover, tidy up, wash my hair, buy a train ticket)

Hyperfixated on: 2000s phones

Reading: Other people's blogs :)

Watching: My slinky slink about

Listening to: My party playlist (currently Teenage Dirtbag by Wheatus)

Writing: Hopefully a list of all the stuff I need to do so that I actually do it

Learning: NOTHING, I only have one proper lecture left before easter and no learning will occur in it

Trying: To have fun and be happy!!!

Worrying about: Getting all my uni work done over easter!!!

Missing: My dogs (when I woke up this morning I thought they were here with me)

Grateful for: All of my friends

Looking forward to: Going home tomorrow!